'cus im afraid of you leaving me.

I dont know what? Am i starting to lose trust for you? Perhaps yeah! Time and time again, you made a promise, time and time, i believed. Then you break it. Then you say sorry then you do the same mistakes again. Time and time, i forgive you without letting it interrupt our relationship. Letting myself feeling hurt without letting you know. Sometimes, i really find myself dumb enough to be fooled by you. Seriously. This'll be the last time, trust me. Im gna teach myself not to be so dumb anymore. I wont believe in your lies and fuckup promises. No more. If i'll lose you, so be it. Rather than hurting myself again and again.

Dont go What are words Songs that i kept replaying with you in my head. Boy, trust me. I rly love you. Pinky promises. Thanks for being with me no matter how hard the situation is. When everyone is going against me. But pretty please, keep your promise.

'cus no matter what, you'll be mine!

I've a two-day mc! HA HA HA, tired of school ... grrr. :B Yesterday went to the clinic. Was not feeling well. Oh. My voice like so man only. omgee. Yesterday night, i totally no voice, can. Then 3 person wants to call me and chat! LOL. Didnt attend school, 'cus im under medical leave! :B Im going school for maths remedial, guai right? Ikr. :p Baby gna buy me lunch. nom nom nom! <3`

Loved.

Faith keeps everything going. When a relationship doesnt have faith, it wont last. Trust me! :) Woke up, the first message i saw stoned me there for a minute! Marcus: Valda & Jingyu stead? Super shock. Then i replied. Obviously no. HA, but in the end, is real. zomg. Anyway, last long if you guys can. HA.Rot @ home. Then K.Huiqi asked me out. then meet her with Shenghung. This whole week everyday see his face sia. HA HA. Stupid face :P Awwww :') My cute lil boyf. & tomorrow 'm going to take truckloads picture. muahaha. Having cip too. weeeeeeee~ sure hot like fuck one! Grrr. I got a phone call from Jia telling me she want to seat with me in the bus. omggg. she's like so sweet! :B

70days,

Sometimes, people keep stuffs to themselves is not because they have no one to turn to, but because they feel much more safer keeping it inside. We dont share not because we dont trust, it's because we bother to care how others feel. If there's no trust in relationships. I dont think the relationship can continue. Think before you say such comments, 'cus who knows? It might hurt them like hell, even when they dont seems to care.


-fourteen

66days.

Watched Rango, rating 2.5/5 b'cus i dont rly understand. Was in the sleeping mode. The popcorn was rly large, ke yi ma? Then went to the pet safari, & alot of cute dogs laa! urgh, i also want ):
Ohfuck, tomorrow school. tmd, i dont like school ): Hmmmm. I am tired of schl!

64days,

"Have you ever wonder what the person you're marrying going right now"

Well, today was the day 've been waiting for. Going to ChangiAirport to fetch Huangshenghung. I swear the journey there was rly paisey. I was carrying chouchou, then people stare @ me, like 'm some kind of retarded  kid or what-so-ever. Do y'know i manage to find the place ALL BY MYSELF. omg, so smart right. tyty. :B Waited for him so long, can? Finally he appear. Like years never meet him ley, HA HA. Cab-ed down to his house, then he packed his things & i waited for him. Then headed to Bishan for our dinner. He he he. <3

Watched High School Musical 2, then me and sist listened to the record of HappyBirthday for mummy. Laugh like hell, quite funny. Lifeless march holidays, hmm. Havent touch my homeworks. I've been sleeping @ 5 or 6am recently, im afraid i cant get back to my normal sleeping schedule when school reopens, Then i'll end up sleeping in class, & if it's tkb lesson, oh-no! I'll be counciled by him AGAIN. :')

One more day, baby.

Awesome day spent @ Jiayi's house. HA HA HA, we played with our nails. Tiger nail polish, tons & tons of colors. Help muffin bathe, ew. Jia like so rough only! hmph. Dinner, like always her daddy always give us so much. Watched Hearty paws. Half way she dont want. Ha, scared cry in front of me huh. I went home and cont. fucking sad la the story. (insert sad faces) Walked to nex buy drink. Then i head home & jia went for her tuition. Oh-ya! I played High School Musical @ her house, and i suddenly miss my primary school friends. Hope to meet them soon. One more day & mrhuangshenghung will be back. -Jumps for joy- ohmy, i've been waiting for this day! Go airport w chouchou and fetch him. Luvvvv. Was on phone with KimHuiQi, 'm playing my piano and she ask me to stop playing? !@#@$#%!$& She stalk my blog w/o tagging. bang wall la kim, :B Kbai, nothing much to post anyway. Luv,


"gna run while we're young & keep the faith!"

urgh.

I also dont know what's wrong with me, maybe im tired of counting down for you to come back? Dont feel love, ah whatever. Anyway woke up @ 3plus today. Super pigggy ~ HA HA. I swear im getting lazier as days goes.
kbai, nothing much to post,

I want you right here beside me!

Went to hougang mall with my mum. Cotton on! & had a haircut. o-o
MrHuang, will be back on 18th! Cant wait luh. Im texting Bjorn whole day, dont want him to feel unwanted again. Pretty sorry.

           omgomg, huiqi send me my smiley pict. My smiley like sexy only laa. zomg! Luv it to the max.

Few days? More like few years.

Mr HuangShengHung, I'm so tired of being alone, so hurry up & get here! Do y'understand? One more day to fourteen. 5 more days for you to come back. I'll bring Red carpet there to fetch you, deal? Joking! Anyway, I went out today, with Huiqi Bjorn & Brandon. Had damn lots of fun. Photos is with KimHuiqi. She aint gna upload today ): But, i really enjoed myself. We sat there like for 2-3 hours. Then in the end the person say we need leave by 6. We played games inside too, (x Tell you more when you come back. -luv-

Bubbles! Remember? When you come back we go the KiddyPalace buy and play okay? Heehee. <3 

omgomgomg! Am i cute? with the ribbon rubber band on my head. hee, sorry! I just have the bad habit of being bhb. But still it's cute -winks-

6 more days to go!

Today is just-oh-so normal. Woke up @ 3plus! I know i pig laa. Kennix asked me out, with Shili & Liz but i didnt went. -winks- 'm like hugging chouchou for 24/7! She so nice smell can. Remember our promise huh. Rawr. Faster come back ley. & i keep replaying Just the way you're LOL. so cute. Anyway let me expose both of us during last year dec when you when back to Taiwan! HA HA.

You: Slp alr??
Me : Last long?
You: Huh?? i dont have stead lehh..
Me : Abby? o-o
You: Haha tat one is anyhow say la..haha wa..stalk me hor??
Me : Online msn lei.
You: Cannot la..haha whole family slp liao lehh..i now online will kanna scold..why so late den use com??
Me : I always this timing de ley. Scare me. I thought you stead w her. LOL.
You: Why scared?? Wan me right??  xD
Me : Erxin. Cause ... Uh ... Jst shock lah.
You: Cus u wan me!! Just admit~
Me : Bu yao lian! HA HA.
You: Haha if i say i really stead her how??
Me : Jiu last long lor ^^ still got how?
You: Haha i really stead her :D
Me : Huh? Really? Oi, dont joke ley.
You: Really la..joke for wat??
Me : Oh. Lastlong :)
You: Haha i jkjk nia xD
Me : Walao! Not funny )<
You: Haha see.. u want me desperately !! I knew it xD
Me : Hais. I suspect you having mental problem!
You: Now den u know?? Haha xD but hor if she taller abit i think i will jio her..
Me : Walao. You go for height and appearance. Can you go for heart? LOL.
You: But u think la.. i and her de height different is like 30 plus lehh..she stand beside me oso cannot see :p
Me : Can de lei. Sure can lah. Ha ha ha.
You: Haha but now i no feeling for anyone lehh..when got feeling den say la..
Me : Still anyhow call bi.. haiyo.
You: Haha my style xD
Me : Ha ha. Ahnah. Wan an oh ^^
You: U gonna slp??
Me : Soon i guess.
You: Okay~nites wan an don miss me hor ^^
Me : Wan an. I wont :b
You: U say wont but ur heart say will.
Me : Pigu. Erxinn. You sleep early too k.
You: Okay~

HA HA. i know im chilidish posting this, but is 'cus i bored whatt. :D

chouchou \m/

Woke up bathe and headed to AMKhub find Shenghung Calvin & Marcus. Give jogathon a miss. Im a lazy pig okay! -winks- Then went to J8 wanted to find Abby. But she went home. wtf. saw bee. and stef. Then stef's grandparent came, & 'm like stef your grandpa look like the grandfather in the movie "Up" HA HA!

Dear boyf, ♥
You're currently @ airport nao. Leaving super soon )< urgh. seriously, i feel like crying can? Seven days. I promise you i'll update blog everyday okie? -winks- You ah, Takecare alrights? 'm hugging chouchou nao. :) HA HA, Well, i will miss you super lots. I swear & promise. What a bad guy, leaving me alone. Haish. Remember our pinky promise. <3 & yup.. all i want to say is in the text le. So yeah. Byeee.
lotsofluv, your girfl ♥

Spread the luvvvvvv,

Today. Rot @ home, WHOLE DAY SIA. Yesterday went Sentosa with Shenghung, Valda, Xuezi, (insert lots of luv) Was quite fun. But compared to 201, obviously 201 more fun laaaa. <3





Dear boyf, ♥
Tomorrow you'll be going back to Taiwan for seven days. SEVEN DAYS LEY. ): Will miss you super much okay!! Yes, chouchou will be with me for the seven days. yay! I will hug her every night imagine that i am hugging you, i will give her goodnight kiss, imagine that i am giving those goodnight kisses to you. Anyway, get well soon okay? )< Sorry, made you sick. Really sorry k. HA, so cute huh you, ask me if i will still love you if you come back from Taiwan. And my answer is, Yes i will, maybe my love will INCREASE. Hee, <3 Stupid sia you, ask silly questions. Let me ask you back, will you love me when you come back from Taiwan? O: Hee, Takecare when you're there alright? Please miss me, 'cus trust me, I WILL. In fact ALOT. Haha. Iloveyou laa, babyboy. Even thou you cant spend our second monthsary with me, ): Remember my pinky promise? I wont go out that day kk, ♥ Hee.
Lotsofluvvv♥,
Me.

words kill.

Today was suppose to be awesome until your call killed my mood. Anyway, today is the last day of school to me. As 'm not going jogathon on friday and wednesday & thursday is ICT DAY. Went to Nex after ccm. -winks- had fun eh,


Dear Boyf, ♥
you'll be going back Taiwan on friday for exactly one week, which mean i'll be spending our second monthsary alone, yeah very sad indeed. No choice. I was thinking where to celebrate & how to celebrate it with you. But a call from you spoils every single thing and at first i thought you was joking. Then you told me you're serious. Seriously, *speechless* march holiday? I thought i could spend it all with YOU. now? Nope i cant, But anyway, you have fun @ Taiwan. I'll really really miss you, this i promise you. I promise i wont flirt okay? I promise i'll spend 14 alone not even with friends. I'll stay at home on that day, i promise. I hope you'll miss me too. 7 days without you? Haish, hard for me to go thru that seven days i guess. -sigh- iloveyou, babyboy.

Lotsofluv,
Me♥

you're the only exception.

AWESOME DAY EH! zomg. luv today mxm. Thou kinda pissed during recess 'cus tkb ._. but still he made me know some things. Yeah he may be naggy laa. xD Failed 3 subjects. Maths Sci Eng. ._. eff. Mid-year i'll study hard. *pinky promise* Hmmm. Went to sheng's house. LOL. Luv his mom laaa. HOW? But no matter what, Baby you'll be #1 in my heart nao and always. Lotsofluvvvvv.

ohmyjerk!

HA. eh jerk. Let me tell you this, GIRLS FEELING AINT FUN TO PLAY WITH OK!
asshole. HA. funny much. Spam me texts with iloveyou & reasons why you do. Spam me sweet talks. Everything on your phone is me (you&derek told me) and every single bullshit. Then suddenly one spam "My cute ex girlfriend :)" Then fucking tell me you send wrong. Ha. Jerk, go die la hor. Knn. Then nao what say sorry like got use like that. BANG WALL LA YOU. J-E-R-K!

Fall for you.

Ohshit. im getting lazier omg. hmph. anyway, failed my science. expected. After school, went to canteen. Listened to story. Ohbitch, why is there sucha slut in this world. You yourself already know your close friend is madly in luv with him right? So why did you make yourself fall in love with him and still get in a r/s. & when she ask you, you denied. ohgod. YOU CAN BANG WALL AND DIE MAN! Dont you feel guilty? even tinytiny bit? Anyway, after school went Bjorn's house make jelly. Awesome much yeah, \m/

Jealous? Or is it unfair? You asked me to stop certain things, yeah i did. To prove to you that iloveyou. You? Go ahead and continue. 'cus i no longer give a damn.